please please please

i need to pass chem4. organic chem part 2.. stress-filled class, gives me anxiety, makes me sad and depressed. i never thought a class would do that to me until i took organic chem. not the bullshit sugar-coated organic chem, but the straight up majors upper division class. this class is the real deal and i need to pass it. 64% is what i need to get a C. who woulda thought getting a 64 would be so difficult. PLEASE let me get that! cause i cant stand to take another semester of chem4, it would be torture.

and yes, i get angry at people who say ochem is easy or isnt a big deal especially if they have only taken the sugar-coated ochem. take 3 and 4 first and THEN you can have the right to tell me its easy.

[[THURSDAY]] 20 MAY 2010
is DOOMSDAY. 3 finals one right after another 8am-3pm. 3 research papers due.

[[today]]
2 papers down 1 to go. 3 finals, 2 to study for.
i can do it.

[[AFTER D-DAY]]
i will find a way to relieve all this stress.