Dear Jon Ibanez,
i wanna tell you all this eye to eye but whenever i try i get all tongue twisted inside. i end up losing my words so i stay quiet with just a smile on my face. the only words i can get out of my mouth is telling you "youre the best" but even that cant describe how i really feel. so here i go spilling my heart out to you and the world. you mean everything to me. i dont know what i'd do without you.. youre always there for me when i need you.. and even though it may not seem like it, whenever im with you all my stress just disappears. it sounds so cliche but its the truth. just the thought of something bad happening to us forms tears in my eyes. i dont ever want that to happen. i dont ever wanna lose you. i wanna be with you forever and i mean it. youre something really special. someone really different than the rest. others cant even compare to how wonderful you are and all the happiness you bring me. i will never do anything intentionally to hurt you and thats a promise i can, will, and want to keep. you taught me so much and helped me realize things ive never realized before. youre the person i look up to, my everything, my love, and my hero.
Ashly Pham
