unravel my love

I am in love with a boy
Manufactured to love me >=]
So I shall unravel my love
Like an old red woolen glove

I can do anything I want to
I can do anything I want, anything my heart tells me to do

mood: sleepy

=\

[[one of the most stressful days ever. ive never been so stressed over finals until now -_- i just want all this to be done with and pass all my classes]] today, i lost all my words. there's too many things going on in my head i cant even describe it. i just wanna express myself to you without it all going downhill.. i do think about what i wanna say... and in my mind it seems ok. sorry to make it seem like im being selfish but maybe if you saw things in my shoes you'd know how i felt exactly.. because i obviously lose all my words, become quiet and cant explain anything the way i wanted to. thats just how i get when im already proven wrong. sorry is all i can say for being selfish. but, the sun will always shine sooner or later

mood: hopeful

incredible love

The third time's the charm they say
Your words are inked on my skin
The marks of incredible love

Incredible love, you fill me

freeeezingggg

its way too cold =[
no likey
i need my babyyy

mood: freezing

happy thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving.
Im thankful for having the most wonderful people in my life.

ugh..

im so irritated of 1 minute conversations.. worse than that, i dislike conversations that are less than a minute.

mood: soooo irritated >=[

i got swept away

so lonely inside. so busy out there. and all you wanted was somebody who cares
im sinking slowly so hurry hold me

mood: cold =\

=]

played MW2 with my babyy, ate dinner, then played cards at amars

now its night night time cause i have work tomorrow =(

mood: not sleepy -_-

rawrrrrr

i loveeeeeeee my babyyyyyy

mood: happy!

may i =]

Can I have the last chance
To be your little romance
Can I have the last dance
I'm in the mood for love

=D

i love you sooooo much babe!!

mood: tired

Happy Anniversary Baby!

Happy 1 year anniversary babyyyy

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH =)

thanks for the date today i had so much fun

mood: happy happy happy!

='(

all 3 of oj's babies didnt make it ='(
my poor oj is soooo sad.. she wouldn't even get up.. all shes doing is just laying there with her head down.. my poor baby.. she was crying the whole time at the vet =[ when she got home she was searching every where for her babies =\
im so sad.. and shes devastated.. i cant stand to see her like that..

mood: sad

rainy day

rained so hard this morning and even now =\
sigh... sad night.. oj's first baby came out dead =( super sad.. my poor oj
i hope her other puppies come out healthy and strong soon.. just a matter of time

on the other hand.. my present for you came in babe =)
i hope you like it hehe i cant wait to show you what it is
i love you so much baby =]

3 more days my love

mood: sleepy

coldddd

its raining and its cold!!!
i need to buy an umbrella =\

mood: sleepy

loving

loving every second that im with you =)

mood: happy

4 more days!!!!!

oh babeeee

you always win at tickle wars!!! hehe i love you so much =)

6 more days cutie!

mood: about to begin study mode

lemon&lime

my board!!! i got my board!!! my lemon and lime baby!! heheh THANKS BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!

i cant wait to give you your gift for our anniversary!!! heheh i hope you like it xD

8 more days!!!!
mood: happy/excited

beautiful

i love autumn =) and of course
i love my baby >=]

today the weather was super nice cause its mommys birthday! duh.. =] but really.. today was a beautiful, sunny day but cool enough to wear a jacket.. i like these kinda days. too bad i wasnt able to fully enjoy it cause i was stuck inside at work and also running on 3.5 hours of sleep o_o !! but anyways.. today was beautiful =]

13 more days
mood: sleepy

happy bdays mommy & grandma

happy birthday momma and grandma! i love youuuuu! youre the bestest mommy and grandma ever <333
dinner at tintins for mommy and grandmas birthdays
once again happy birthday i love you

=]

dinner was good
lollicup was yummy
baby is the best!

15 more days

mood: excited

i love you

i love our date we had
i love how youre so sweet to me (sometimes >=] )
i love how you have my favorite lakais hehe
i love how goofy you are
i love when we're together
i love our tickle fights.. even though you always win >=[
i love you
16 more days til our anniversary =]

thank you =]

awww you were so sweet to me today =]
thanks babe

o-chem test and bio2 test done!!
yayy!! =D

mood: sick but still happy

11 months and adding

17 September 2009

happy 11 month anniversary baby i love you so much
you mean the world to me

mood: loved

everythings ok

Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

mood: grateful

do i?

Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I’m still enough
Tell me don’t I, or tell me do I baby
Still give you what you need
Still take your breath away
Light up the spark way down deep, baby do I

mood: ________

=] 101 posts hehe<3

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you

ugh

school is such a drag sometimes -_-

i wanna be with my babeeeeee =D
i cant sleep and im hungry heheh

mood: lazyyyyyy

pandan leaf

pandan leaf waffles and milk tea with my babe mmmm
found a new ebil friend for our pandan baby >=] just gotta purchase him
soon... lol

mood: happy

yayyy fun day

this is what happens when you cant see what the teachers writing on the board =\ teehee

after class baby and i went to hotpot over at ranch. i finally bought my pencil pouch that ive been wanting =D yayyyy then we all met up at hotpot to eat. i got to cook for babe! haha =] mmm the food was so good. silly baby went to get more meat and ended up getting more than we could finish so in the end we were sneaky sneaky and hid the food under the stacked plates lol. ahh now my tummy kinda hurts but its ok =D too bad the waffle place was closed =( we always have room for pandan leaf waffles!! hehe now its time for bed =] today was a randomly fun day thanks babe for coming with me (twss i know). lol<3 i love you so muchhhhh!! youre the best =D

mood: full,sleepy,loved,SUPERhappy

this story's far from finished

in the end everything will always work out.
maybe its just a little misunderstanding
just know that i will always be in love with you

"we've got all night just to make it all right
would you take a walk with me"

mood: much better than earlier; happy

=\ ????

i have that sick feeling in my stomach and i hate the feeling.

i do have feelings..
afterall.. im a human too..

mood: kindahurt=\

i dont mean to

i dont mean to put on a pout
i just wanna tell you that whenever im with you im the happiest girl ever
please trust me on that
i dont want anyone else but you
i love you with all my heart

mood: happy

cant sleep

i love you soooo much too babe

i cant sleep theres so much on my mind yet i cant write out anything sigh..

mood: ???

i never saw it coming..

this is my story
my "perfect situation"
jon&ashly

i remember when i first saw you at your store. i never woulda thought that i would see you outside of that. but it was meant to be. its almost that day again. the day where i was minding my own business when i accidentally bumped into you in the hallway. i remember trying to hide my face cause i knew i was blushing.. out of everyone in the hall you were the only one that caught my attention.. but who would have guessed that just from a few encounters i had fallen for you.. all the small talks we had lead to bigger conversations but i can truly say, i never saw it coming.. a couple months later you are all mine and i am all yours. i remember the day when we first hung out. i remember talking on the phone with my dad at marcs house then suddenly being bombarded by marc and jan asking if i still liked you. of course i did. i remember when we finally admitted that we liked each other.. after that it was a struggle trying to make it not obvious that every time i saw you i would blush and have a huge smile on my face.. then later at night meeting up with you at jayds.. trying to get me to learn how to ripstik. hah i was too scared at the time. from that moment "i like you" turned into "i like you a lot" then love lead the way and now its "i love you so much."

btw

i passed my class =D

next semester organic chem and bio 2 oh noooo

must study more =\ no life...

now goodnight again =)

monterey =D

today we went to monterey =D long and fun day hehe except for the part where most of our stuff got wet by the waves -_- lol poor chris =[

tomorrow is marine world!!

last few days to have fun before gay school starts sigh..

well time for bed gnite world

mood: sleepysleepy =]

fml

its 1am. i have a final tomorrow. i need to finish my hw by tomorrow. I HAVE HELLA HW omgggggggggg

mood: mad >=[

its just you and me

ill give you all ive got
just spare me your time

with rest assured
we'll get through anything
are you, are you falling for me
like i'm oh i'm falling for you

mood: sleepy

grrrr

im bored!!!!!!!!!!! >=[

mood: hmph!

yes

its a love story.. baby, just say yes.

mood: lovebird =]

because..

its hard for me but im giving it a try
because i think its for the better..

mood: no idea

camping =D

i love you

pretty pretty

so beautiful and relaxing

do you

do you feel the same. i need a little boost

mood: clueless

more than..

i love you more than i could ever promise

mood: kinda sleepy

boredddd

im bored. help.
>=[

mood: BORED!!!!!!!!!

yessss

Aced my chem quiz today

mood: happy

=]

hi from iraq -my dad xD

nighty

nighty night =D

mood: not sleepy haha

<3

recap 17 July 2009:

i love you!

happy anniversary

davis sushi buffet =D mmm

old tea house milk tea! yummm

it was freakin hot today

scratched my thigh on a corner -_-

pierced my ear again =]

goodnight!

mood: happy

today

today... i walked/bumped into a corner and scratched my thigh >=[

im clumbsy =\

mood: hella hungry

=)

beautiful

mood: thankful

ahhhh

i cant sleeppppp!!! hmph

funny..

its funny how things are after a while. you get used to being around someone so much that sometimes you end up hurting them, not on purpose. yeah.. its funny how things are sometimes.. its not even meant to be like that but it just comes out that way. in the beginning, things are pretty different than how they are later on.

mood: blah

nighty night

i hate chem hw =(


goodnight

sleepless

Sleepless long nights
That is what my youth is for
Sweetheart bitterheart now I can't tell you apart
-feist

>=[

oh goodness
someone save me pleaseeeeeeeeee

typical tuesday night

im in the room, its a typical tuesday night
im listenin to the kinda music she doesnt like
and she'll never know your story like I do

cant you see that im the one who understands you
>=]

today..

the harder you try...

the harder it is to get.

lesson learned.

bugs

i literally got 20 mosquito bites. 20!!!! wth! 2 on my left arm, 2 right arm, 7 left leg, and 9 right leg. ommmgggg my chances of malaria or west nile has significantly increased -_____- save me im so itchy =\

goodnight!

yay imax

=D yayy my first IMAX movie =D watched transformers with baby, jen, ron, alan, and christian hehe

walking around SF was really nice =)
we should do it more often
i love you babyyyyy!!!!

<3

"She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that i'm the one
who understands you, been here all along
so why can't you see you belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your backdoor
All this time how could you not know
Baby
You belong with me"

hi

my teacher looks like gordo from lizzy mcguire. dead on like him.

IM BOREDDDDDDDDDD SAVE ME

summer

eww summer class starts tomorrow 12-4:30 blehhhhhhhh

i miss my babyyyyyy

let it out

Dear Jon Ibanez,
i wanna tell you all this eye to eye but whenever i try i get all tongue twisted inside. i end up losing my words so i stay quiet with just a smile on my face. the only words i can get out of my mouth is telling you "youre the best" but even that cant describe how i really feel. so here i go spilling my heart out to you and the world. you mean everything to me. i dont know what i'd do without you.. youre always there for me when i need you.. and even though it may not seem like it, whenever im with you all my stress just disappears. it sounds so cliche but its the truth. just the thought of something bad happening to us forms tears in my eyes. i dont ever want that to happen. i dont ever wanna lose you. i wanna be with you forever and i mean it. youre something really special. someone really different than the rest. others cant even compare to how wonderful you are and all the happiness you bring me. i will never do anything intentionally to hurt you and thats a promise i can, will, and want to keep. you taught me so much and helped me realize things ive never realized before. youre the person i look up to, my everything, my love, and my hero.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,
Ashly Pham

my feelings

nothing dominants me more than the way you make me feel..
tonight apparently i was crushed

adfg

earlier today: i went to marine world for a little bit with my brother and cousin

after that: i went to my cousins house for a little bday party. i stayed there for 15 minutes, just ate and left cause i had an interview.

the interview at speedee oil change and tune-up: went well. i wasnt asked much questions beside what i plan to do with a bio major and if i will accept the job

now: im bored to death and no one will save me and im mad.

today... i fell

today... i fell. heh i fell off a longboard cause of the bumpy ramp and a rock and cause i was going over it pretty slow hmph.

yesterday.. i studied for 5 hours straight -_-

tonight.. be sweet to me >=] teehee i love you babe

6 months

yesterday.
17 April 2009.

it was our 6 months =]
We had lunch at Little Mad Fish hehe it was great. We spent the whole day together. Just being with you makes me happy. Later that night we met up with some friends at Wingstop to have a late dinner. I wanted yogurt but they closed at 10 =( oh well maybe next time.

=\

that pain in my chest. i dont like that feeling =\

sigh..

hi

i learned how to long board =D

today.. i made guacamole then played piano. im bored now.. what to do what to do... someone save me

babyyyyy

babyyyyyyyyyy

i love you xD
you're the best and that's the truth

i dunno what to name this

hiiiii world

im sleepy but i dont wanna go to sleep yet heh

im watching baby play resident ebil i mean evil 5 hehe its an interesting game. speaking of games i need a new computer! i need to play games too! and..... that is all for now >=] cause i dunno what to write im brain dead right now =)

goodnight

im angry >=[

stupid halo you make me mad!! >=[

yay for cs, cod4, and tekken5.

wreaking havoc! >=]

so last friday bestfriend, russell, charles and i decided to go sploring! but first off we had to eat cause well.. im always hungry.. so we went to sonics or should i say sonic since theres no S. (thanks wilson -_-) but anyways after eating we all went to the "ruins" in american canyon. it was sooo nice.. during the day time that is.. haha at night that woulda been crazy scary hehe. so we get to the place and theres a fence that we need to pass and we were like how are we gunna get through.. so we found a way to get through and then our adventure began. haha so as we were wreaking havoc through the ruins charles kept wandering around going into the buildings then popping out somewhere else. lol after wreaking havoc we went to walmart and somewhat played hide and seek heh.

valentines day

so this years valentines day was the best =]
made a cake for baby and bestfriend and i made a surprise cake for russell! heh i told you you'll be surprised this year russell!!

baby and i went to the movies and watched hes just not that into you and it was really good. i dont even consider it to be a chick flick heh.. so after the movies we had dinner at little mad fish.. mmm bento box =D but the best part was just spending time with you =] thanks baby i love you

thanks =]

a boost of confidence

thanks russell =)

goodnight

help

i dont like chem2.

helppppppppppppppp meeeee

recap i guess?

so school started yesterday. chem2, bio1, and social sci 30. not too bad so far.. thats all for school for now.

im not usually the type of girl to get jealous or whatever but i dunno why i get so jealous easily now. maybe its cause i feel threatened by them? or just scared? i really dont know..

someone save me =\
out.

MIA!!!

ive been MIA for a while

so i left for LA friday morning. sigh.. usually im happy to leave to disneyland but this time i was sad and happy at the same time -_- sad cause i had to leave baby for 4 days =( and happy cause.. well its disneyland duh! soooo this time our trip to disneyland was pretty damn different. i wasnt too happy =\ we stopped by valencia (where magic mountain is) to go shopping at Active Ride Shop, one of my favorite stores, but this time they didnt have that many new clothes... probably because everyone bought all the good stuff during their sale -_- but anyways after valencia we headed to the paradise pier hotel in disneyland/california adventure and rested for the night. next morning we went to california adventure for a few hours.. rode all the main rides there hehe tower of terror and soarin over CA are my favorite =D but yeah after that kinda sucked cause we left back to the hotel and went shopping AGAIN >=[ SO after shopping AGAIN we went back to the hotel grabbed some food, rested, and went inside disneyland for a little and rode rides and took pics like tourists haha. oh and we rode "its a small world" omg it was soooo nice cause they changed it for xmas.. beautiful.. haha we passed the china part i guess and they had this panda and i tried to get a picture with it but the boat was moving too fast =( so that was friday and saturday..

sunday we went to disneyland again for a few hours.. did our thing there.. then we went back to the hotel and left to eat. then guess what we did next.. we went shopping AGAIN! omg.. i dont like shopping to begin with and especially to leave disneyland for shopping.. wtf?! id rather stay in disneyland the whole day ahah but thats just me.. so anyways after shopping we got back to the hotel i say maybe around 5-6pm? then we went back inside disneyland and found a place to sit so we could watch the fireworks (fireworks started at 930pm) and it was freakin COLD outside.. ive never been so cold in my life.. for like 3 hours straight.. damnnnnnn the cold. well the fireworks finally started and honestly it was really really nice but it was only 5 minutes long! 3 hours spent waiting outside in the cold for 5 minutes of fireworks =\ but it was really nice so its cool i guess haha

so monday came along and we had to go to oxnard to visit my brothers friends cousin or something like that.. and also to go freakin shopping AGAIN! so i tried to make the best of it i guess haha we went to the outlets in oxnard it was really big but they only had like 2-3 stores that i would actually shop at haha. so i went into pacsun and bought some sweatpants and sleeping shorts.. 70% off pretty good deal.. i went to the cashier to pay and i used my brothers credit card.. the freakin cashier girl looked at the card and my id for hella long.. then she was like this isnt you.. im like uh yeah its my brothers.. then she told me she wont take it unless my brother comes in.. so i called him in to show her his id and he did and shes freakin questioning us about why i have his credit card! that stupid girl -_- and the thing is.. the total only came out to $9 so its not like it was that big of a deal.. oh well.. so yeah... that was my trip to disneyland.. or should i say my trip to go shopping -_- AND WE DIDNT EAT AT ROSCOES CHICKEN AND WAFFLES IM SOOOO SAD!!!!!!

but damn did i miss baby like crazy!